Dear Sisters, dear Brothers,
Ascension is one thing, Reality
of what we Are, another.
Ascension suggests the idea, that
we will be happier as soon as outer circumstances change, as soon as we
experience as beings, identified with a body-mind, greater freedom and the end
of “slavery” by those who have controlled us for Millenniums. Did they really,
or did we allow to enslave ourselves?
Many say, they can’t wait
anymore, they want to go “home”.
But what is home?
Is home a different place than
this one here, which will then host a perhaps more refined body-mind? Is it
another dimension, which looks different, “more” subtle, “more” perfect, “more”
beautiful?
Is this what “makes”us happy? Can
we really only be, Who we Are, by changing the environment?
The ancient teachings of
enlightenment seem to be neglected and forgotten in these times where attention
is on ascension, as if it would be about an escape, out of our situation, while
there is a tendency to confirm to one another conditional “good-heartedness” as
our best and foremost true essence.
I cannot help myself but ask
deeper questions. Not only that but to explore and experience the truth of our
being-ness on a radical level.
Yes, sometimes I feel that
tiredness too, being in this world of endless repetitions of promises which are
not kept. It is even now repeatedly pointed to the possibility that the powers
that were, are still manipulating our timeline so that we seem to be captured in
a loop-hole of finite time, appearing as infinite.
But then I remind myself that
exactly this is the challenge to go beyond. What is shown to us through this is,
how we identify ourselves with limitation, while we are unlimited beings, (not
dimensional beings!) but eternal beings, beings of the Pure Radiance of Eternal
Divine Consciousness and Love-Bliss-Light. How could it be that we then fall for
the illusion of being incarcerated?
Is not earth so far a school to
transcend this illusion and to remember who we really are, beyond any
dimensionality? Did we not agree to forget, being a rule of this game of coming
here?
And is it not, that we
experience, what we believe is real? Is it not that we are here to learn about
mind and go beyond?
I do not agree with the victim
consciousness that blames the crazy controllers for all the misery we are
experiencing! They only mirror our own believes and what we agreed to experience
in this incarnation.
Ascension therefore is in the
first place a growth in consciousness, and this can happen in every environment,
even here and now, on still prison planet.
We can be free, we can experience
the total freedom of our own True Nature, in the midst of all of this, and the
more we do, the less can anything of this still odd world, touch us. Mainly,
because it becomes less and less our reality.
I am not talking about a mindful
experience of freedom, a kind of day-dreaming. This is about the literal
experience of freedom, which is the freedom from the incarceration in the
realms of mind, and which belongs to the domain of pure and mere
feeling-awareness. It is not the conditional, even higher dimensional feeling we
know in the middle station of the heart, in the middle of our chest. It is
unconditional feeling-awareness, prior to this body-mind construct.
There is a portal in the right
side of the heart to that Utter Freedom which is of a beauty and breath-taking
purity that is far beyond any beauty of any dimension, low or high.
To enter this portal, requires to
first withstand and endure the pains of the currencies of mind frequencies,
which are like boomerangs returning to our own electrical brain, reflected back
from the finite walls of the chambers of our imagined worlds, low or high! This
is the painful struggle we must endure and observe, before we are able to enter
this pristine and untouched realm of our own True Essence and Home!
We can enter this portal even in
this prison world – and there is nothing to “ascend”, but it is the way “out”,
the radical way out of any limitation we are dreaming, gross or subtle, and even
causal ultimately.
Yes, our body-mind might be
tired! But are we the body-mind? Do we want to do this to ourselves and please
the controllers by making common cause with them? We don’t need to, not even
now!
We cannot blame them, they are
here to help us to go beyond our own limitations - by their sheer exaggeration.
To find ourselves right here. Have there not been countless beings in all the
eons of human life on earth that found the way out, inspite of this
illusion?
And have all of a sudden, as we
more closely understand the game, our spiritual muscles become weak as we
consent now to blaming, attached to self-pity, while we are throwing the great
spiritual tradition with its glorious and graceful secrets of liberation out of
the window?
The Winds of Freshness and
Eternity, the Happiness, blowing and flowering from there, where no mind is,
from the Hole in the Universe on the right side of the heart, which is the
Opening to our true Freedom, and Which is Source, - these Winds are always ready
to sweep away all the false ideas and images we dream, while wandering the path
of the search, in low worlds and in high worlds.
To wake up, there is no world
like we know or imagine. There the dream in the dream ends. The Clarity is
all-consuming there and it is only old habit to allow to be drawn back into the
magic of the worlds. However, to know this Freedom makes us free, where ever we
are, whatever the body-mind experiences, low or high. We must remember and not
forget. It is there where True Love Shines.
With much love,
Ute
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