It's a Love Thing

What has come to us in these last few weeks and what is straight ahead of us is an amazing transformation of our operating systems. We have downloaded the latest upgrades. My husband and I have noticed a strange and wonderful "happening" in our relationship. There has been a coming together like each of us has never experienced. An unbridled unconditional joy in each other with no barriers, no protective "devices", no conditions.

The 12-12-12 and the 12-21-12 dates have been simply targets for those interested or tuned into the larger picture--dates as a deadline so to speak. Get your acts together--face your fears--declutter your psyche--clean out the basement of your being! Remove and release everything that is of no further use. Why? To make room for the new. Why now? Because it has been decreed that humanity would begin a new age, that humanity would be released from an existential stranglehold, and that humanity would be stimulated to awaken to our own most real value--our eternal essence--our divinity.

So these dates have come and gone. WE have absorbed the light that was graced upon us. I hope that everyone has noticed a little something extra and beautiful in their world. Husband and I are still within the most wonderful of loving states. It occurred to me that we have been shown how union can be and should be--the deepest connection between two beings filled with unconditional love, respect, and laughter. As we go forward, we carry the blueprint of this incredible love-filled time with us. I believe it will be easier to make the choices that keep us in this realm of heightened love and compassion because we have already experienced it, our cells have reconfigured to it, and it is amazing! Who would choose anything different?

I wrote the other day about relationships and attraction, and the opposite of attraction. As WE move forward into 2013 we can solidify those relationships that we most honor. We can bring a new level of support and compassion to our friends and family, committing to this new grace we have revealed within us. President Obama was right. Change is a grassroots operation. And WE all will participate in the remaking of our world--one union at a time.

12.21.12

Reposting Dr. Linda Steiner's wise thoughts on the highly anticipated 12.21.12 events. Here is the link to her wordpress blog page, The Power of Social Consciousness.

 

Dates, Disappointments, and Divine Patterns

Posted on December 25, 2012

 

So for many (myself included), 12/21/2012 didn’t bring the explosive and sudden changes we might have anticipated. And as we crossed through this temporal point, many felt let down when comparing what “actually” happened to what we “expected” would happen. But for those who have experienced fallen hearts and disappointments in this disparity – I urge you to take a closer look.

Because of the convergence of scientific and spiritual events piecing together the puzzle of Truth, we can simply look to nature as our guide. When a bud flowers into a blossom, does it happen “instantaneously” – or does it unfold into its self-actualized beingness slowly and gradually?

When the essence of life merges sperm with egg, does it produce a completed and finished new entity in the wink of an eye? No. It takes time to gestate and slowly emerge into its perfect and holistic form. Does the acorn become the mighty oak right before our eyes, or does it undergo its process of transformation according to the laws of nature?
In this same way, I don’t sense that we can expect instantaneous results from our newly Ascended existence. Rather, just like the acorn, the blueprint for our destiny as Ascended beings has been activated.

Now is the time to assimilate our new energies and potentialities. Now is the time to allow it to grow and manifest within us and around us and between us. Just because we did not experience a “dramatic and noticeable” shift – does not mean that it has not taken place. After all, how often will a woman carrying a newly fertilized egg not recognize the event that has, indeed, taken place within her for at least a month’s time?

It is wise to remember that we are moving out of a 3D paradigm where most, if not all, of our attention and resources have been devoted to experiences within a 3D density. For this reason, it is still far easier to recognize the same, old familiar aspects that have governed our current lifetimes than it is to hone in on the newly forming manifestations within and around us. But don’t think for a moment that the change did not – and is not – and will not take its rightful place in this next Divine stage of our evolution.

The seed has been planted. With the new energies now enveloping us, it will be nourished – but we too must take responsibility for nurturing this seedling as it expands into its full glory.

A New Level of Attraction

I have noticed lately that I am being pushed away from or pulled towards..... some thing/some event/some one. It is an energetic/feeling thing, not a mind/judgement thing. Interactions with certain people result in a feeling of repulsion--like magnets can repel--that this relationship in its current form no longer serves me. It feels like drag--a hook or heaviness that holds me down. So too with events and situations. Have you felt this recently?

You may say that this happens during the course of living--that we are drawn to others or not--that this is nothing new. And I would say that there is a whole new level of awareness we are developing (actually remembering), and relationships with their resulting energetic fallout have an increased intensity. We are growing more sensitive to our own vibratory levels and to those of others in our life. Why? Because we are being stimulated to awaken to the MORE that we are.

Many people are aware of the universal Law of Attraction---the energies you put out in to the world via thought, emotion, and intention, bring to you exactly what you have been focusing on. Focus on fear, and self defense, and you are likely to draw attacking energies to yourself. In becoming MORE, we REALLY have to take responsibility for our thoughts and emotions--what we put out into the great collective-- because as MORE (multidimensional beings) our collective is intricately connected. It is not so wise to poison the pond from which you drink.

We are now moving towards an increasingly unified world--a world where it is agreed that the needs of the collective are greater (more important) than the needs of the few. So this new level of attraction that many of us are feeling is a natural prelude to co-creation. We are being drawn to those with whom we can create the new world. Those that create drag or a sense of diminishment or chaos in our lives energetically will be released in favor of those that uplift and support and stimulate our betterment.

When we live as a true collective we are all supremely aware of the needs of the group. The group benefits from the experiences and energy of the whole. It is a good thing! A nurturing thing! As our Karmic debts are released and fade away, we are no longer bound to that learning matrix. We are free to move forward and into the next level of the human experiment.

Notice who you are drawn to and who you are not. There is a reason for it and there are great energies now supporting our increased need to find our right place. We all have a niche. Those like us--those with whom we can easily connect, share our niche. We will be seeing more and more of our compadres and ever refining our inter-relatedness. This, as a prelude to our next big undertaking, co-creating the New Earth.

Existential Letdown

Triple date portals--the end of an age--the seemingly sequential processes of our upcoming ascension into a higher state of consciousness can bring about expectations in the seeker. Those in the higher realms that communicate with us, warn us not to get caught in these cerebral measurements. But it is difficult not to, coming from a life in linear time.

I awoke this morning in a low place. This after a day of meditation and opening to receive the abundant energies we are being showered with. What did I expect? Something wild and wonderful? Some phenomena to occur? Visions. Sensations. Any kind of sign to show I am on the right path?

I did experience some subtle energetic sensations while meditating, had a wonderful feeling of opening, but apparently I was "looking" for more. Expecting more. And the underlying fear is of being passed by. Of not being on the leading edge. Of not having a high enough vibration. And on and on.

As happens when I need it the most, some divine voice finds me, and indeed this morning, I opened an email with the words I needed to hear--things I know in my heart to be true. A gentle reminder that we can get caught up in the process of seeking and totally miss the real show that is staged just for us.

The upside to a letdown

Sometimes we must get to the end of our rope and dangle a bit--scream, thrash, and ultimately give up our struggle--before we are ready to see the real truth. My existential letdown has been a chance for me to recognize (yet again) that my searching nature-- always looking for more info/more insight/more connection--gets in between myself and the prize--Oneness with ALL THAT IS.

Perhaps this well timed message (The Preciousness of Being by Eckhart Tolle) will buoy you like it has lifted me. Thanks to Angela Peregoff's Morning Blessings for delivering this when it was most needed. Goosebumps.

We're here to find that dimension within ourselves that is deeper than thought.  This teaching isn't based on knowledge, on new interesting facts, new information. The world is full of that already. You can push any button on the many devices you have and get information. You're drowning in information.  And ultimately, what is the point of it all? More information, more things, more of this, more of that. Are we going to find the fullness of life through more things and greater and bigger shopping malls?   Are we going to find ourselves through improving our ability to think and analyze, and accumulate more information, more stuff? Is "more" going to save the world? It's all form.   You can never make it on the level of form. You can never quite arrange and accumulate all the forms that you think you need so that you can be yourself fully.  Sometimes you can do it for a brief time span. You can suddenly find everything working in your life: your health is good; your relationship is great; you have money, possessions, love, and respect from other people.   But before long, something starts to crumble here or there, either the finances or the relationship, your health or your work or living situation. It is the nature of the world of form that nothing stays fixed for very long - and so it starts to fall apart again. The voice in the head that never stops speaking becomes a civilization that is obsessed with form, and therefore knows nothing of the most important dimension of human existence: the sacred, the stillness, the formless, the divine. "What does it profit you if you gain the whole world and lose yourself?"  It has been said that there are two ways of being unhappy: not getting what you want, and getting what you want.  When people attain what the world tells us is desirable - wealth, recognition, property, achievement - they're still not happy, at least not for long. They're not at peace with themselves. They don't have a true sense of security, a sense of finally having arrived.   Their achievements have not provided them with what they were really looking for - themselves. They have not given them the sense of being rooted in life, or as Jesus calls it, the fullness of life. The form of this moment is the portal into the formless dimension. It is the narrow gate that Jesus talks about that leads to life. Yes, it's very narrow: it's only this moment.  To find it, you need to roll up the scroll of your life on which your story is written, past and future. Before there were books, there were scrolls, and you rolled them up when you were done with them.   So put your story away. It is not who you are. People usually live carrying a burden of past and future, a burden of their personal history, which they hope will fulfill itself in the future. It won't, so roll up that old scroll. Be done with it.  You don't solve problems by thinking; you create problems by thinking. The solution always appears when you step out of thinking and become still and absolutely present, even if only for a moment. Then, a little later when thought comes back, you suddenly have a creative insight that wasn't there before.  Let go of excessive thinking and see how everything changes. Your relationships change because you don't demand that the other person should do something for you to enhance your sense of self. You don't compare yourself to others or try to be more than someone else to strengthen your sense of identity.  You allow everyone to be as they are. You don't need to change them; you don't need them to behave differently so that you can be happy.  There's nothing wrong with doing new things, pursuing activities, exploring new countries, meeting new people, acquiring knowledge and expertise, developing your physical or mental abilities, and creating whatever you're called upon to create in this world.  It is beautiful to create in this world, and there is always more that you can do.    Now the question is, Are you looking for yourself in what you do? Are you attempting to add more to who you think you are? Are you compulsively striving toward the next moment and the next and the next, hoping to find some sense of completion and fulfillment?   The preciousness of Being is your true specialness. What the egoic self had been looking for on the level of the story - I want to be special - obscured the fact that you could not be more special than you already are now. Not special because you are better or more wretched than someone else, but because you can sense a beauty, a preciousness, an aliveness deep within.  When you are present in this moment, you break the continuity of your story, of past and future. Then true intelligence arises, and also love. The only way love can come into your life is not through form, but through that inner spaciousness that is Presence. Love has no form. Reprinted from Eckhart Tolle's Findhorn Retreat: Stillness Amidst the World, © 2006 by Eckhart Tolle, Eckhart Teachings Inc.

The Game of ROR

The Blue Diamond of the Universe
Adama through Kata, Lemurian Awakening, Dec. 9, 2012

an excerpt: 

"There is this ancient method I am here to introduce you. Let’s call it the “GAME of ROR”. You can do it anytime you feel to. You can easily transform your daily routine into a constant divine operation with this imprint of breathing.

The first breath is to RELEASE all that you do not need anymore. Just release all that creates obstacles to be seen through, all that tries to keep you in your old paradigm, and all that stops you from seeing yourself as a cosmic citizen with eternal history. So this first breath is to release. Visualization always helps this method. Feel as if your heart and entire body are experiencing a sacred wind. This wind is strong enough to diminish all the blocks that keep you at the level of duality when you are ready to fly further.

The second deep breath is about OPENING. The Lotus of the universe is opening up at your crown chakra. As it opens, your pineal opens with it. As your pineal is blooming, your heart is doing the same. Three Lotuses are opening up their petals at the very same time. These are the most precious receivers of the cosmic love emanating from the Heart of the Universe. So, first focus on their opening.

When your heart is open and you have your inner smile, you are ready for the third deep breath of RECEIVING. You are ready for your newly opened centers to receive ALL THE LOVE OF THE UNIVERSE. You can never get enough of this most precious vibration! It is the new fuel that your multidimensional body relies on. It is the unconditional love vibration form the Source. It is the essence that is leading you back to the Divine Master who you really are. It is the essence that keeps your 12 stranded DNA active. This is the tool that keeps your vibration beyond duality. With the universal love vibration in your heart, you are ready to comprehend the eternal perfection of the planetary mission you are so deeply involved in.

It is time to fully remember your divine origins. You are a galactic citizen with a truly precious mission to fulfill here on Earth. It is time to remember. A new chapter is forming for humanity and through it to our beloved planet. Your full recovery from your limited existence as 3D humans will soon be over. That is the gift of the shift to you. Build this simple exercise into your daily routine. Three breaths repeated consciously several times a day. Release – Open – Receive. The difference is imminent. Enjoy your new reality; you so dearly deserve all its beauty and gifts."

"Releasing the Habit of Time"

I have written about the illusion of time before in my blog. I have posted different thoughts from interesting sources regarding the validity (or not) of time and space. Of course this linear time and space reality that we are currently participating in is what we know--deeply and steadfastly.  We are born and our lives span years of growing and learning--all measured on the clock and calendar and on our bodies. Time controls our lives. 

Well certainly it seems that way, but what if I were to tell you that time is an artificial construct? That time is not a fundamental property of the universe. In my October post, The Present Moment--At the Brink of the Falls,  I speak about the power of NOW--that NOW is really all there is and any concept of time is part of the structure of our 3rd dimensional dualistic reality. Now, time (and its sidekick, space) in their very essence, do not promote unity. They are parameters of physicality-- of differentiation--of "that there and this here". Physical things need time and space to manifest.

Think of a computer program--a video game, programmed to transport you to a whole other reality in which you interact according to the rules of the game. That game is a sub reality and certainly does not encompass your day to day waking reality. So then, our day to day reality is a sub-reality of a greater more unified/rarified reality. And so it goes on up the spiral.

This greater reality that encompasses our 3d lives exists outside of time as we know it. That's why we can't see it, although we are already a part of this higher dimensional reality--at least aspects of ourselves are there. So what keeps us from really knowing and connecting to a higher broader spectrum of life?

We have this little habit called TIME. And, we have beliefs that keep us from exploring that which is not governed by time. We are weirded out by the paranormal--by the unexplainable. By the idea of other beings coexisting with us extra-dimensionally. The whole movement of humanity into a higher state of consciousness, what has been called Ascension, has been a process seemingly governed by time, strewn with calendar dates--markers of progress.

It need not be. An excerpt here written by Suzanne Lie discusses how time is a trap keeping us from that connection to our greater selves.


“We have come to you in your NOW to inform you that you can simply shift your attention to the ascended reality in which you already live. It is not your challenge to change your world. Your challenge is to change your own beliefs. Your long journey through the physical realm has taught you that change is an extended, sequential process. However, all change into the higher worlds is immediate.

During our experience of physical incarnations, we were also “trapped in time.” Because of our experience, we know how difficult it is to escape that illusion. The secret is, instead of focusing on the step-by-step shift of your sequential world; focus on changing your mind and your beliefs.

We realize that your measured ascension process has allowed you to gradually adjust your thinking out of the “3D time-trap” and into a new way of perceiving reality. We tell you NOW to release that prop. During your myriad earthly incarnations, you formed the habit of believing that which you needed to tell yourself to avoid being afraid. Unfortunately, this meant that you where not telling yourself the TRUTH. 

In order to re-align your consciousness with your SELF who is already ascended, you believed you needed to live the “time” that you believed it would take for you to “deserve” and/or “achieve” this alignment. We tell you NOW that YOU have already deserved and achieved that which you seek. Thus, you no longer need to give yourself time to be good enough to ascend."

Now, more than ever before, is an opportunity to step outside of time and connect to the higher aspects of ourselves. We have been "biding our time" waiting on these heightened galactic energies to help us release the illusion. Suzanne Lie's Arcturian calls this energy a portal:

“In fact, to our perception, this higher frequency of light that is bathing your reality and your consciousness is the portal of which we have so often spoken. This light is the portal out of time. Your test is not to just to enter this portal and accept this light, but to, also, allow this frequency of light to recode your consciousness." 

So what now? How to release TIME? There are so many questions that can flood ones brain about how that release will affect our lives--our families--jobs etc. How do you step out of time yet make it to work on time in the morning? Remember, that video game? From a higher reality we can operate our physical earth self and participate in this time based world, while also residing outside of it. It is a matter of focus and perception. We are fundamentally multi-taskers!

Why would we want to do this? Live in multiple realms simultaneously? Because we can! Because we DO already. It is our nature--we have diversified. So it comes down to finding a way to release limiting beliefs about what we are capable of, of what we deserve, and honoring the amazing multi-dimensional beings that we are, NOW.

Please do go to Suzanne lie's complete article--I have read it three times now and will go back again. It is finally sinking in.....

 

Absolutely Divine!?

To those who have not yet discovered their true nature--that of a divine being--the mere idea of such a thing is either blasphemous or absurd. Or both. Yet, your soul and my soul was created from the stuff of God. Everything is. Every ounce of that which is, is of the creator. There is only one primary building block--it can be called love or a consciousness unit--and it is molded in a quadrillion different ways, spun together with light. We are, when reduced to our basic parts, love and light. Preposterous?

In our current roles as humans in this physical life (and beyond this life), we are little aspects of IT, built of IT. The knowledge of our glorious yet mundane (everything else is divine too) beingness flavors everything. Such freedom it can bring! Realization that my soul is/I Am eternal is an ongoing process, as eternity, that gut-twisting brain-twitching concept cannot be truly understood from within a physical point of view. I get closer to understanding when I leave the physical behind for moments during meditation.

So how then do we as "realized" divine beings live in the world today? How does a DB act?

At times I feel like a deer in the headlights, stuck in a place of endless cranial pause, struggling to weigh and balance and make sense of my existence. What is my role in this world now? How best can I use my peculiar talents in day to day life? That's what it is about, isn't it? Our own peculiar talents. We each are a unique aspect of the divine. We are meant to be a unique exploration of creation--we sally forth--an ant leaving the nest.

What have we/do we/will we make of our opportunity to be a creation scout? That is the question of the millennia--the sum of many lives lived. Where are you going with all of your logged being-ness? It seems to me we have an awesome responsibility to be attuned to the task. And as we unique individuals progress so do we all collectively in a sense. As one big seething mass of creation ebbing and flowing our movement does not occur in a vacuum. We are meant to evolve, right from the start. And evolve we will.

So a Divine Being that recognizes itself becomes a beacon in the world. They shine with inner knowledge of the sublime and share their gifts with us all. When you know you are here to be a unique example of All That Is, what is left but to do it and enjoy it and to allow and help fellow DBs create their own joyful existence.

Do you know what your peculiar gifts are, divine being? Please do shine them on me--on us all.

Night Travels

I wake up in the morning, an aspect of myself--a newly blended cocktail of Mary--sometimes shaken sometimes gently stirred, but most always a recognizably different self than the night before. Hmm. What has transpired to bring out this particular aspect of myself--to give me a wicked sense of humor or a light-heartedness or a quiet pensiveness--upon waking?

Our sleeping life is rich and full of living. How does anyone know this? Outside of our 3d world lies many "other" experiences to have. Parallel lives that we are living. Other dimensions in which we reside. I have learned via much study that this life we are having now in physicality is where just one portion of our energy is focused. There are many who can and do lucidly dream and travel during their sleep and do report what they have done and where they have been. Scientific study of astral travel and dream state hijinks is well documented.

The sleep state is a powerful time of liberation from our tightly wound daytime lives. We can learn to direct our "work" during our sleeping hours by intent and by developing a connection to a higher aspect of ourselves--our guides--our pit crew! Some call them our guardian angels. However you choose to think of your team, you can via meditation commune and convey what it is that you desire--inspiration for resolution of some issues in your life, healing, a meet up with a loved one, etc. I know I almost always awake in the morning rejuvenated physically and centered for the day.

What I have been consciously learning for the last 4-5 years is that we have control of our lives (waking and sleeping)--thereby creating our own reality. We are more than than just what we experience with our senses. And that each WE is a complex of energies with widespread universal experience. There is much more to each of us than we can really imagine. A glorious find!

I came across a nice article about the unknown sleeping hours we log every night. Read here Taryn Crimi's Adventures of the Dream State

Pregnant Pauses

Tears indigestion allergies oh my!

This has been a doosie of a week. 11-11 portal Sunday, solar eclipse and new moon on Tuesday. This is not astrological mumbo jumbo folks, but a great powerful combination of energetic punches that can be felt in the gut--or elsewhere depending upon your unique physique. Have you recently experienced any emotional or physical surges, seemingly out of the blue? Crying jags--sneezing jags--digestion issues. Any changes in dietary cravings? 

Well it is to be expected when you are pregnant. Yes--we are most certainly giving birth to a new self, physically as well as metaphysically.  Our carbon based bodies have been upgrading--slowly--to that of a crystalline structure--the recalibration happening within our cells. Dormant DNA sectors are being awakened which will allow for access to heightened capabilities of telepathy, clairvoyance, clairaudience, etc. This new human template will allow us to live in a higher dimensional world, that of Nova Terra who is upgrading with us. 

The transforming energies are coming from the Galactic center, our sun, and the planets and stars of our galaxy and they are coming fast and furious now. I cannot pretend to understand much of what is happening, but I know that we are close to the time of rebirth and reboot of planet earth. Do you feel a quickening? A pregnant pause before something big happens?

These changes are welcome! The cosmos is helping prepare us for a new era of stewardship and unity on a vivid higher vibrating planet. I can almost see earth in her unpolluted glory, healing and healed by unconditional love. It is where I want to be. 

I have chosen to go forward into the next phase of our existence, and that means contractions, and birth pains, and the uncomfortable bits of transition. It means facing fears, letting go of old habits, of opening fully to the energies of cosmic upgrade.

Our best coping mechanisms now are going with the flow--recognizing the discomfort and symptoms and pressures for what they are. Great amounts of self love and nurturing are needed for the next many months. Keep the heart open, be fearless. Your beautiful new highly tuned self is emerging--life is full of delightful surprises.

I came across this blog post and it resonated loudly with me in this time of final preparations for the new world. With our efforts to release all of the old energies, fears, and limiting beliefs, we find our selves slowly emerging without a recognizable identity--we have purged much of what we have always thought of as "ourselves".

 

How to act, live, and react to life around us? Do we deny those emotions that still are a part of us in an effort to be god-like? Can we really, as human beings, transcend that which we are? Are we perfect, yet?

 

Brenda Hoffman's article (this is channeled information but I do not have an idea of who Brenda is receiving from) discusses the great need for all of us now to embrace our true self--a self like no other--a self that is unique, understood, and accepted by us. Suppression of emotions because we think we should no longer have these reactions to situations causes sticking points that can keep us from moving forward. And we don't want that! Let's get it all out in the open.

You Can't Fear AND Love Yourself

• Posted by Brenda Hoffman on November 8, 2012 at 9:41am

Dear Ones,

You have likely experienced many emotions the past few days – from great joy to fear or perhaps sadness. That is how it should and will be.

You have a range of emotions. Many of which have been hidden for eons – not the least of which is anger.

Perhaps you feel as if you should be blissful at all times – and if you are not, you cannot be a true Lightworker or Wayshower. We beg to differ.

You are a human being – you are not an angel as projected in your images. Perhaps you have worn a bracelet with the letters W.W.J.D. (What would Jesus do?) to help remind you how far askew you are. Or in essence, to punish and judge yourself for not being the perfect entity portrayed in the Bible and other materials.

Granted, a few humans have managed to retain more spiritual knowledge than is true for most. But even those highly spiritual persons were not perfect – as you define perfect.

You have created such a high bar of competence that it is doubtful you will never allow yourself to claim your inner-power.

Perhaps you believe you will become a leader once you experience joy all day. Or you manifest a certain amount of money or objects. Or you find your soul mate or community. All of these excuses – and they are excuses – have been created by you to deny your inner-power.

Eons ago, you gave up your inner-power to blend with earth’s dense atmosphere. You have covered that self-lie with layers of society roles and rules. Now that it is time for you to claim that power, you resort to anything to hide it – including insisting you are not perfect and therefore must wait, for whatever you believe necessary, to label yourself powerful.

Perhaps you have decided that continuous joy is your indicator that you have finally tapped your inner-power. Much like religious leaders of old slept on nail beds or otherwise punished themselves for not being perfect. And of course, many of you do have histories of religious leadership and following – all of which contribute to your belief that you can never be perfect and therefore, never claim your power.

What if through the eons, you denied your power by not expressing anger or exploring similar pieces of your emotional rainbow? Does denial of any emotion make you more powerful?

You are powerful because you accept you in all of your colors and emotions.

Accepting and relishing your imperfections is how you learn who you are.

When you deny your totality of being – as many are now doing – you deny your inner-power to be in all of your glory and you remain more comfortable in the third dimension than any other.

We do not mean to frighten you. We are merely pointing out that accepting and loving your totality is step one in moving into the fourth and beyond dimensions. This you cannot do if you maintain beliefs of how you should act based on the actions of others – whether Jesus or a serial killer. You are you.

Many worry that if you explore your personal anger you will never find bliss. That you will be filled with rage. Does that thought not indicate you do not trust yourself? That you feel you should monitor and shackle yourself until you are the perfection you want to be?

Perfection is you – no one else. How can you fear and yet love yourself? What terrible actions are you afraid of once you allow your full range of emotions?

We have long discussed your movement into joy. We have even pointed out how to experience and express joy. And so you have. Indeed, your actions cleared Old Age global fears, hatred, sadness and similar uncomfortable feelings. You have not noted that shift yet in your media and institutions, but then you did not note when you moved earth into the New Age either. You have completed both tasks admirably.

Now it is time for you to review your needs and interests. If you have held back emotions for eons to better fit with humanity, to be a religious leader or for whatever reason, perhaps you need to feel some of those emotions. If so, your inner-being will direct you accordingly.

Because you have cleared the global emotions of that ilk, your deepest anger will be less dense, less fearful than would have been true a few months ago. It is the difference between the anger of a two-year-old and that of a mass murderer. A two-year-old can do little harm to himself or others because adults are monitoring his rage. So it is for you. Your splinters, inner-being, higher-self and guardian angels are monitoring your deepest, darkest reactions – knowing that you must clear them before you can rest. Just as is true for an exhausted two-year-old.

Some of you are angry for you feel as if you have cleared and cleaned for months – so you have. Perhaps you have nothing more to clear. That is wonderful. But if you happen to be one of those who has not allowed your being to fully express the emotions that are now dimensioned, such as anger and fear, allow yourself to do so. It is a temporary process that will help you move into the bliss you have dreamed of for eons.

The New Age is an age of joy. Part of that joy is allowing yourself to be in all of your beauty and glory. Fear and anger remain part of your rainbow of emotions, albeit on a diminished level. It is finally safe for you to explore those emotions as directed by your inner-being – without the repercussions that were probable before your global clearing of fear.

Allowing yourself to be moves you into bliss.

You cannot be fully of the New Age if you are frightened of yourself. A two-year-old is never frightened of their actions, unless an adult punishes them for being themselves. So it is for you now. Your punishment days are over. Hiding your true inner-power is over. Your god/goddess state is complete – that is, if you allow it to be by being yourself – not Jesus, an angel, care giver or victim – but yourself in all your glory.

Allow yourself to be and you will be more powerful than you can now imagine. Continue to limit your emotions and you will be spinning your New Age wheels for some time. So be it. Amen.

Journey of Souls

The Law of One links all of creation--from the creator's very first idea of something else. In the books Journey of Souls and Destiny of Souls, regressive hypnotherapist Michael Newton has compiled case studies of "lives between lives". Thousands of his clients/patients went through the regressive process back to their last incarnations, and initially to Dr. Newton's great surprise, they crossed death's threshold and into the after life. AS you can imagine, this is fascinating stuff!

 I have read both books twice now, and spent the last couple of evenings on the back porch browsing the case studies. If there ever was evidence of our souls' eternal natures, this is it. When one reads of the unconditional love and acceptance we have within our soul groups in the "spirit world" one wonders why earth cannot be this way. Why? Because.

The books portray earth and a soul's experience (birth-life-death) on the earth, as a well planned, deeply contemplated exercise in learning. The point is the evolution and advancement of the soul. It is fascinating that some souls agree to the most horrendous lives in advance, either to gain valuable experience or work out karma generated in a past existence. Apparently for most of us, there have been many many lives.

Dr. Newton is lucid, rational, and utterly eloquent in his summations of the experience he has gained in his practice. The books are mesmerizing in so many ways and have you wondering about your own soul path--who in your current life is a soul mate or in your soul group--what level of soul you have become in your evolution--and what expertise you are cultivating, when not embodied, that will use your unique abilities for the benefit of all.

Interviews with Michael Newton can be found on Youtube. Click here.

 As we move towards the new world in 2013 and beyond, it is said that those who transition to the 5th dimension will be released from the wheel of karma/reincarnation. Those who choose not to go, will be put up in a similar 3d world and continue on with lives of karmic implications. This will not deter the work done in the spirit world as there are many 3d worlds apparently that are in need of evolving souls.

On New Earth 5d, those beings who populate her will have very very very long lives. The population will grow smaller, because the dynamics effecting how couples come together and procreate are changing. There will be a need for more advanced souls who have other needs in mind for incarnating. One thing we know--the upcoming changes to humanity and the Earth are a great measure of how far we have come as souls. This is a joyous thing!

This is Happiness, not a Dilemma.

From Ute-Posegga-Rudel---beautiful words describing her transition into fifth dimensional existence--at least this is what I believe is the subject of her message posted Oct. 22, 2012. These words resonate with me greatly, and though I may not be where she is yet, I can sense it--taste it--feel it.

For a wonderful experience of these words with music, the video is here. The transcript is below. For more of Ute's work visit her blog Radiantly Happy.




My dear friends!

Out of the unmoved sea of radiance, in which I exist, I write this! Of course, the senses function and are still scanning this still old world and doing their usual job. However the still old world only seemingly is, as it is in the big process of change already. With the overwhelming Light and Energy, with the Presence of Love here, which only has to be recognized so that it can Live It's natural course, Everything here has changed already!

How many of the human race are noticing this? We are as cells of the great single body of humanity itself those, who participate in this Miracle, given to us by Divine Grace.  Our greatness is merely the greatness of this glorious Happening, when we recognize It. It is our Unity, and also Love cannot be divided, and neither can we.

Our Unity is our greatness, and not our singleness, although we have various gifts and talents each. But even they are an expression of the Greater Presence of Divine Consciousness. 

The more we allow the Divine Presence to prevail the more we merge with It and let It live us. 

Basically, this is Bliss. And in this Bliss there is no motion of the soul, the soul is taken over. And there is only one  single Happiness, this Joy. To surrender to this Joy makes the vibrant energy of light our home, our parent, as it is nurturing us. And we are only offsprings of that Light which embraces and pervades us as Love. 

What is then in this non-changing Reality of Consciousness the essence of events, of actions, physical, mental, emotional and spiritual?

It is this Immensity Itself, and they only occur, as movements in that Immensity. Are they really me? No they are not. Only if we identify with them. But it is clearly noticeable that we are none of all of that, only this Radiance, this Consciousness, we are. The body does function in It, as usual, and does its regular thing, but it seems the perspective has changed from where we act. 

It is all about finding the way back to the greater "I", and eventually the Ultimate "I". We have been busy for Millenniums to reduce our identity, bit by bit, until we thought we are only flesh and senses, and that's it.

But we are in Reality unlimited beings, we are pure Radiant Consciousness, in which the mind and the body and the world is arising. Therefore in Truth we are not dependent on all of that of world. Of course, if we think we are merely the body, then we are.

This crystalline happiness in the heart merely Is. The heart is the antenna and vessel to be aware of what is Real beyond the body-mind.

I am merely attempting to study the anatomy of our being, of what we humans really are. This moment is very inviting! Not to use the advantage and Grace of this time would be the waste of a precious gift. And we do not want to miss anything in this every moment new and unknown process.

To maintain the right perspective, never let us believe we are less than the Whole. We can Be what we perceive to Be. Such is the nature of Consciousness. 

Our potential however is always unfathomable. Unlimited. Beyond words and mind. To the extent that we are able to widen our awareness about our true nature, to the extent that we can embrace it, notice it, to that extent we have become conscious of our human content. 

But we are not the content. We Are that Substance that Is the assimilation of every and all contents. Ultimately our nature is beyond content. Content is the play of Consciousness but is not us, it is our toy, in whatever dimension. 

Now we are going to change our toys a bit, they are becoming more sophisticated and refined, we are upgrading them. But they are not the limits of our Consciousness. Lets not make this mistake! 
The journey can be endless, but the journey leads to nowhere. The journey does not become Truth, it is just an experience in the endless happening of creation. 

In the end we must even let go of the illusion of the journey. This requires us to jump into the Unknown where we suddenly Become what we always have been.

In that moment we drop the importance of happenings, they remain accents merely on the surface of our being, but we are limitless, we are Consciousness. 

And all the events flow in a seamless current, they are a process, as our content is, our structure. They change constantly, and what was happy yesterday, does not touch us today. What we aspire for tomorrow looses it's attraction as soon as we achieve it. 

Oh, this goal of ascension to a higher world! And from there we will strive higher. What is new today is old tomorrow. What we hope for - as soon as achieved - looses our interest. It is all the same. What counts is That Which Exists, no matter the play. It is this Existence in which we participate. About This, nothing can be said. It merely Is. And it can be felt, and it brings tears to my eyes.

All plays and toys will one day merge with their own true Nature and reveal their non-substantiality.  Only Reality is Substance, and there is only Light or Energy as Blissful Consciousness. Even if we play the body and the mind. It's all a playing hide of the senses which produce the mirage of our solid world so that we cannot see. 

Please forgive my stuttering. My old habit of perception is being undermined , the old clothes do not seem to fit anymore, at least as long as this situation lasts in which I am in. I cannot pretend being a child in the sandbox trying to build castles. Somehow the tools have vanished in this silence of non-differentiation. If this all makes sense to you, I am honored by your participation in That Which Is Unspeakable. 

What remains is childlike Joy, is Love, they are One and the Only One that counts.  Things are kinda being undone. And I do not know whether this is permanent or only waits for a new adaptation, so that it will seem I would function in the future in the old and familiar manner again, perhaps just only on a different octave.

Are we meeting here? Are you the Ones who can make sense of this? All these words are really un-necessary, but they describe at least the process of movement, which the currents of life are presently producing as me.

All I know for real is the Presence of Everything. It is a second world, it seems, in which the body-mind does the familiar. As such I am not changed. But no, the mind of incoherent, three-dimensional experience does not belong to where we go. 

There the mind recognizes a singleness where the 3D dual pairs seem to end up next and loose their grip - necessarily .  
What I want to express, cannot be described, new communication skills must be developed to continue a link to what is fading away. That strong and potent is the information of light and of love that changes presently everything.

In whatever way I try to describe with words of our familiar world That What is the Case, - the buzzing Presence of everything -, it all flows naturally back into that One and pretty quickly, as if things of the old world disintegrate. They disintegrate because their foundation is fading away. Instead of it  their real Substance reveals Itself and becomes obvious. It is the Only One that truly can speak.

No, it is not a dilemma. It is all about Happiness. 

With very much Love,
Ute